waiting....

5 more days till I know if I am pregnant or not.  Everything seemed to go well, but I am having that discharge that happens prior to my cycle starting.  :( But then again I had that through my entire pregnancy with my boy.  I watch him playing and it seems so lonely.  I want so much to give him a sybling to play and fight with.  He has use, but it's not the same (I come from a larger family). 
If I am not prego I am going to talk with my doctor (who I am not impressed with) about doing 2 more IUI's without clomid, but still do the HCG trigger shot to time the IUI. 
My DH's blood count is in the normal range!!! :) Would really love to have the new baby to add to the pitter-patters around the house.  He loves being around his children.  It brings him more to life!
So I'm waiting.... been eating a lot to fill that emptiness.