hey

hey there, well things are getting better. i now only drink on the weekend and not half as much as i was drinking before. im still very depressed becuase i miss my old life. i went out yesterday with a couple of old mates from my old job at blockbuster, and it just made me think.im so angry with myself for messing up so much and i wish i could change it but i cant. i want to get a job again cause i think that wud make me feel so much better about everything. unfortunately i messed up my own life, but one thing is for sure, drinking alcohol does not help at all!