Sure, I pray, but it's not about that. For me, this is about coming to a better place. The past is not pretty, in fact, my past is alot like "My Name Is Earl", without the humor.

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sorry, i couldn\'t help but chuckle. even when you\'re not tryin to be funny you\'re funny. But yeah, i hear ya.
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yes, yes. God can really be the only help sometimes to remove hurt and frustration. I say today man today. It\'s all about that and tomorrow has troubles of its own. you know. Accomplish being a champion small like making some decaf and lookin around. Then you do something righteous like turn left when God told you so. It is so difficult letting go of my control. Losing the ability to work was quite humbling. And I\'m anxious to fix that. But I gotta be patient. Patient and gain some spirituality that is lasting for the tasks ahead. J
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If praying helps you keep on praying it\'s what makes you unique, we all have a past some worse some better but we all have one. I would never judge you by your past just the person you are today. You are my friend. Kim