I can't sleep. I am so afraid of going to the doctor tomorrow. I don't want everything to come out. I CAN'T let it. I can't let anyone find out. My whole world will unravel and I won't know what to do. I so badly want my dad right now. :'(
They'll find out I'm a freak. I don't want them to. I don't want to know what's wrong with me. I just want to be left alone. I am so scared.
They'll find out I'm a freak. I don't want them to. I don't want to know what's wrong with me. I just want to be left alone. I am so scared.
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Your dad and brothers are the freak, not you.
They need to be punished, what they did to you is so far from \'loving, caring family\' they said what ever they could to get you to do what they wanted you to do... That\'s not a freak, that\'s a child wanting to make everyone happy.. Even at their own cost.. We all have done it.
I know I have... I always wanted to \'keep the peace\' but I always felt like I failed... Everyday..
The real people out there need to know what happened to you, that way you can receive the help you really need...