freaking OUT
I am really sad and upset today from thinking about my dad.
People at school knew I wasn't myself and kept trying to push me to tell them what's wrong.
I'm afraid what may happen.
If I told someone, my dad might go to prison and I don't want that.
It hurts and I still love him. I just want to see him now. I haven't seen him in more than 2 years. (I don't want to 'do stuff' with him. Just see him. It wasn't all about that stuff. Well, not to me).
People at school knew I wasn't myself and kept trying to push me to tell them what's wrong.
I'm afraid what may happen.
If I told someone, my dad might go to prison and I don't want that.
It hurts and I still love him. I just want to see him now. I haven't seen him in more than 2 years. (I don't want to 'do stuff' with him. Just see him. It wasn't all about that stuff. Well, not to me).
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I\'m sorry you feel so bad, Jadie. It\'s a rough situation to be sure, and not being able to talk to anyone makes it even harder. Please keep posting and talking here so you don\'t have to be alone with this.
It\'s not your fault Jadie. I can understand the conflicting emotions. You love him because he\'s your dad and you probably have good memories of him too. Even though he did wrong sexual things to you -you have a right to feel safe and secure and happy.