Dear mom,

I feel like I let you down...I feel abandoned  by you..
I feel like it is all my fault...
I dont get my life right now..
all I know is how much I miss you....
Sometimes i wonder how you are or why we arer so far apart..
I think about you everyday..
Nothing but the comfort of your love and the warmth of your arms will wash my pain away..
you left me here how could you?
I need you!
You are missing out on my life and possibly your grandchilds one day..
You have always been loved by me...
I have always been there when you needed someone..
Now I need you and your gone..
Whre the hell are you in this time of my life..
I need you most now then I ever have and your gone!
I wonder if your okay..You chose men and drugs over me...
ITS NOT OKAY TO DO THAT.....
I FEAR THE WORLD EVERYDAY..
I HATE WHAT YOU DID TO ME..
YOU ABUSED ME...YOU LET PEOPLE WALK ON ME...
AND THEN YOU ABANDONED ME..
WHY? WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THIS..
I was a good daughter and I saved you from many people that could've killed you and you thank me by makin me live with strangers....mom I love you and I forgive you But I will never forget what you did I will always be scarred....