Death
Wishing death would just swallow me whole, and then I could be drowned out by all this pain i feel, lately bleeding it out just isn't enough. I meed something more, maybe a hope to cling on too, a hope that maybe just maybe my life really is worth it.
But i don't see it. I can scream as loud as I want, But I won't be heard, maybe because People just don't know how to listen, or maybe because I am already so far gone, there is no point in return, I am drowning in a sea of pain and blood, wishing death would just swallow me whole,
there is still a hope for somebody to say, don't you know, YOU ARE WORTH IT AND YOU ARE LOVED, AND I GET YOU!
But i don't see it. I can scream as loud as I want, But I won't be heard, maybe because People just don't know how to listen, or maybe because I am already so far gone, there is no point in return, I am drowning in a sea of pain and blood, wishing death would just swallow me whole,
there is still a hope for somebody to say, don't you know, YOU ARE WORTH IT AND YOU ARE LOVED, AND I GET YOU!
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You are more than worth it, and I completely get you. I\'m not just saying that because it\'s what you want to hear either, I\'m saying it because I mean it. I have been where you are before, where I just wanted to die because I couldn\'t see an end to the pain. It felt endless like I\'d never get out and be happy. But you can. There is ALWAYS hope, even when you can\'t see it. You\'re not always going to see the hope in your life or the things that are worth living for. But you need to try your best to have faith that they are there regardless, and that one day you will find them.
A lot of people will never understand what it\'s like. They know sadness and regular emotion, but not what it\'s like to be extremely depressed. Unless you have been there it\'s impossible to completely understand. But try to remember that even if the people in your life don\'t understand right now, there are people out there who do. There are people here on this website and people in your community. Maybe even people that you already know. You are going to find someone who understands you and who will help you and support you. But that won\'t happen through suicide, it will happen if you continue fighting through this pain.
And you will get through it. I got through it. It gets better. I promise you. Please feel free to message me if you ever need to talk. I\'m here for you and I believe you will get through this.
Awwww..Thank you so much, you helped me see the bright of day! I hope your right, I hope there is something in me still worth fightiing for, something in my life worth living for!
I know there is :) You wouldn\'t be alive it it wasn\'t for a purpose. You just have to find what that purpose is, and I\'m sure that one day you will!
aww thank you ur so sweet!