Hi, everyone.  Its been too long.  I thought I should update. I have since have my mom on Hospics I thought it was time.  She has slowed so much.  When she talks she wispers.  She is really had declined and it breaks my heart. All I do is talk to her she answers back.  Its not like she totally gone I'm very thankful.  The Lord has been good to us as a family, its just to bad the others don't want to see it.  To mand excuses.  I don't want to see mom that way.  They are missing so much of her. I feel so blessed to be able to help her though this.  I find it so hard to see her so frail and the way she looks at me with such love and strength I feel so proud to just to be her daughter.  She chose me.  See my mom is really my aunt.  My Bio mother and mom are sisters.  I was 3 months when I came to live with my mom and dad.  It makes me feel like God knew I would be the one to be there for them.  I have a brother, he does help with other stuff.  He loves mom he see her 3 times a week. And helps out.  I know I'm recieving my blessings from above.  I don't know what I would do with out you all.  I want to be just as supportive to you all as you are to me.