How time flys, I thought I would update my Journal since its been awhile.  Things are going ok.  I am now at the point of reliving losing my Best friend.  I'm getting though this I have to.  I think I would be a real mess if it wasnt' for all of you giving me such great love and support.  Its always going to be there for me to remember.  My wonderful friend told me I will always remember him because he is now a part of me as I remember him.  Wow, I thought of it that way.  I am trying pick up the pieces to make a life again.  its so hard to think this way.  I miss him so very much.  I do know he is with me.take careTerrie