UPDATE

Hi everyone.  I am writing to update.  I'm doing better I do have my moments I have this  special friend who said its alright to cry.  Its a form of healing.  And believe me I do my share.  I have renewed my relationship with my daughter.  We sure have had some rough times  all is going very well.  My main plan is to keep positive out look,  learn along the way.  This journey has been rough and I'm finding i'm getting tougher to face new challenges ahead.  I know I need to heal and I will.  I want to be happy and not  sad all the time.  I will forever miss my sweet man Brent.