Update
Hey all. Just a quick goal update. Today is 52 days sober. The bipolar is still tripping with me because seems like even though I am on my meds I am still having some manic stuff happening and definitely still having some major depression hitting. Seems like the major depression hits during the crash after a manic time. I did manage to string 3 glorious 'normal' days together where I wasn't experiencing either one. Funny thing is I was miserable sort of during those 3 days because I was feeling like I was just waiting for the explosion or the other shoe to drop or something. Weird because all I want is those days and when I finally get them I can't truly enjoy them because they don't feel like all my other days. <rolls eyes> Anyway.....by the grace of God and the help of my sponsors and friends I have managed to string 52 sober days together. For those of you who have been and still are praying for me thank you. Your prayers are greatly appreciated.
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