Goal update

Today is day 47 sober.  I had a talk with my sponsor last night and we discussed how odd and scarey if feels since my meds are working and I have peace.  It is like I am waiting for something bad to happen.  Almost holding my breath waiting for the shit to hit the fan or something.  Anyway....it is good to have a little peace.  I may just try and get out of the house today and get out in the sun a bit.  Of course I will check in with my sponsor later.  Hopefully I will be able to talk to somemore of my friends on here today as well.