Just another day

Yesterday was a fairly good day considering all that has been going on in my life.  I think my new meds are beginning to work some.   Maybe they finally have me on the right meds for a change.  I woke this morning after getting a good nights sleep feeling calm and serene.  Nothing has changed and my life is still in a mess but there is a strange calm that has come over me.  I am not sure if I have just given up and acceptance has taken over or if I have just come to realize that God has everything under control and will take care of me no matter what.  Anyway......we will see how this day goes.