Just Another Day...

Today is a busy day. I am glad to have things to do. When I am not busy I have too  much time to think. The kids are back in school and it makes for a quiet house which I don't like at all. My ex. husband is back in the hospital now so I do have some time for myself. I take care of my ex...who has lung and bone cancer...it is hard work sometimes, but I would rather be busy. I am getting shots in my back now to numb the nerves to help with the pain. Lexapro seems to help with my depression. But many days I have to take my nerve pills in order to relax even for just a short while. I am so lonely for companionship that it hurts. My ex...really wants us to get back together again but for mow all I see myself is his nurse...Hugs to all of you, God Bless....