Stress

I hate stress.  Right now I'm trying to work and pack/ pare down so I don't have as much when I move back to Phhoenix, Az to stay with my 90yo Grandpa.  The family thinks it's a good idea since I'm the only single person left and I don't own a house.  Just so you know I did grow up there but have been in Washington state for 13.5 years now.  The biggest + is no rent.   It's just that right now my body is trying to rebel against everything I do.   I'm just trying to deal with Migrains.  I'm just glad that I'm getting some time to myself, but then again that's a problem of too much time to think and double think about e.d.  It's a double edge sword which is almost impossible to deal with.   Just hoping for money to go to treatment and take some me time w/o any responsibilities except to focus on treatment