My life.......

 .....I am alive today only because of my family,after being brought back to life I now live counting down the days,waiting to get older,just surviving.I can do it.....but i'd rather not,my family is healthy,loving,supportive,the best family i could ever wish for....however they dont live in my world, so no matter how hard they try they can never understand....and I would never want them to live one day the way I do.But I keep going for them.