Even tho I spend all day alone and want friends I can't do it!!!!!! I feel terrible even thinking about having friends so I decide I am better off and happier alone.i am happiest alone,but at times like today I feel like a chat with someone but have no one to turn to.the problem is I can start a friendship no probs but keeping it has been impossible for me.i can go for months with no human contact easily so I decided joining this site will be a step towards making friends perhaps.