The loneliness is overwhelming now. I have not had any type of relationship in nine years. I do nothing but work, and I am so desperately lonely.  I have been here almost 16 months now. No family, no friends, No social life at all. I don't think life was meant to be like this. I work all day every day. I am a live in caregiver so I hve no privacy, no time alone, no friends or family.
I don't want to go on like this. I hate that I am just existing and not living. Having no one at all to talk with. No one to understand. This has gone on now for so long. I can't continue like this.