anxiety...

What is up with me....lately I just have been so full of anxiety about every little thing!! UGH!! It's aggravating, its like if I am not doing something and I 'm home alone, my mind goes everywhere!! Usually I enjoy being alone but lately it opens the door to me being emotional! There are moments that literally I feel like I can't get through this....then I have moments of strength. I feel like I am losing it. I am SOOOOOO tired of crying....that i get mad for crying because I know it wont do me any good!! Sure won't get me pregnant. Lately its been really hard to get through moments. I become so overwhelmed at anything that involves babies. I wasn't like this last summer. I feel like my emotions are becoming much stronger lately. It's becoming harder to handle lately....