Sigh....

As I am in tears right now writing this because I am overwhelmed with support from my wonderful friends on daily S.  Thanks ladies so much for the hugs and chats from you.  I am doing a wee bit better. I am going to work on the regime that the doc gave me to follow to get my prolactin down. THen, I am going to get my tubes rechecked because its been over a year since my surgery. Then, I'll go from there. Its too overwhelming to think that far ahead. I am a teacher and have resigned from my summer camp to take the rest of the summer off before school starts back up. I am trying to stay positve and it works most hours out of the day. However, the best thing is logging on to check on you guys and having comments and hugs waiting. I show my husband and he's like you know them? I said yes, these are my supportive friends that truly understand how each failed cycle, physical aggravation, and the emotional turmoil that infertility brings. I can tell them how I feel and they won't say "chill out, and it'll happen" or " have you tried adoption?". So ladies thanks for all your support and encouragement!!  As hard as it is to say "God closed this door, but he has bigger and better door for me. God is going to do something that I couldn't have dreamed up by myself. He is sitting up there saying I know its hard Makita, but just wait my daughter, just a lil' while longer and you'll see my plan and I will watch you smile and enjoy all I have you. My heart beams as I say that because through all I've been through, I believe he is working all of this out for my good.Makita