*sigh*

Today is good, yet sometimes the weight of wanting to become a mom is so powerful. I am trying to focus on my life of having a wonderful husband which don't come around often. A wonderful place to live, a job I love! Although I am off for the summer, GOd has given me the opportunity to make some extra money, so I am excited to be paying debts and saving.  I have great health, I hate letting this fertility thing get me down. I feel like I want to cry, but that I am too blessed to let this get me down! want to allow god to do his thing becuase he hasn't failed me yet, I just cant wait to have my beautiful children, but for now I'll focus on my blessings love Makita