thoughts

maybe with time we can come to an agreement on what course of action to take. we need to deal with things is my thought, but bree is adamant about not sharing, she thinks bringing it all up would be to damaging. avery is agitated and paces but agrees with bree. things are so shook up that I do not know what to do but I see things staying the same as unhealthy. we have to work on things, we have to in order to function higher. I am torn between carrying out the orders to shut everyone down and to let them keep going. bree wants everyone shut down from coming out for now because she is terrified, but I argue if they come out and are safe why not? I mean maybe it would go towards the healing that we all so desperately need. I think that bree is just going on instinct and of course avery always agrees with bree. it is so hard to deal with their stubbornness at times. I have pretty much shut people down, but not all and not completely because maybe with them still coming through and mom being so wonderful with them, hopefully bree will see that we aren't in any danger to be who we