uggg....

Uggg.... so as my ex is on his 3rd weekend away in only a few months...this time Vegas he texts me how me this...."This sucks....let's get this fixed"I say..."And here we go...you live your own life, party, dow whats ONLY important to you...and I get the half hearted "text" that you want to "fix" us like a used car..... I am sure you will fine after some more bing drinking and in another 30 days or so when the THC from this weekend is out of your bloodstream....untill then your boys and I will just deal with your moodiness.
Which I know was snotty by I am so sick of him being allowed to pour salt on the giant wound he created!!
his response....
Stop. Not thc and no binge anything...eating breakfast missing you...thats it. no moodiness...the boys and I see great. miss them more then you know and you too. quit creating fake stuff I say and do what I mean....
I am so over dealing with him telling me his affairs were "ok" and my pain is not...
Please God make it stop...make him stop...I really am so happy without his constant reminders of everything I am not, all that I have done wrong, his overall mental abuse and judgement .... just want peace. Peace and honesty.