I have been suffering from anxiety for years.  I feel hopeless and feel that no medicine is going to work for me. I am lonely and scared all the time.  I am tired of living my life like this.  I am also an recovering alcoholic due to the anxiety. I just want so badly to feel happy.  I have so much to be grateful for. Whenever I try a new med. I get so scared that its going to make me feel funny or something.  I feel crazy.  I feel like I'm the only one going through this. I've tried many meds and therapy.  I just feel like giving up. I don't know what else to do. Any ideas?