i had to add this to my journal because i had the best time last weekend my sister calls me invites me to an all womens party which was two of my sisters three nices and their daugthers and aunts we had the most fun we decided we were going to be just like we was when we was teenagers we danced and went swimming talked about good times and stuff that happened when we lived at home its one day i will always remember we had the best time i hope we get together more often and of course my neice who is a singer and song writer was there so we had great performance then sunday we celebrated my mothers birthday which was also very fun my neices gave all of us pedicures and sang happy birthday to mom when someone asked my mother how old she was she said 14 yrs old she was 75 yrs old i thank god for these days i really needed this if only we could have more days like this together whats strange all the ladies showed up in black bathing suits so we have decided when we have another pool party we are going to wear black i went to the gi doctor yesterday i was given a starter kit and i wll be starting treatments in the next 4 to six weeks when my medicine arrives in the mail its been a year but i found out only 5o people are treated in around this area a yearand my liver doctor is one of the top ten in the nation i still dont understand how this virus started from the begining i know they say it comes from transfusions sharing needles etc but before this where and how it even started i hope i can clear the virus i just ask god to lead the way and be there for me and i pray for all my friends and family that god keeps them safe and sees to their needs
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dear god i find it hard to remember what it was like to be healthy help me keep my mind focused on good health and strength let me be positive about the course of treatment i will be undergoing and let me always have faith great faith in your presence in my life and glory in my health
congrats on starting your treatment.
great you started your treatment, I understand it can drive you crazy in your mind the questions that you ask yourself I think everyone does it I know I do. Remember you always will keep the special memories and you are going to have many more try and focus on the present and future. Many a day I just don,t want to do this anymore all the prodding the Dr,s feeling rotten wondering how long you have left then I look into the beautiful eyes of all 13 of my dogs and they look back with such love and I have to go one more day for them, for my husband who has been my rock and especially for myself, I don,t know what my outcome will be i do know that i tried, and concentrate on the good days and not the bad ,I have just been approved for transplant at the mayo and am top of the list which scares me half to death just remember you are not alone
It is good to hear you had a wonderful weekend. I will have you in my prayers that God will be with you to give you the strength to get through your journey on TX and find that you clear this horrible virus. Amen You have strong faith and God watches over those who are loyal to him. Bless you.
Angeleyes, just found your comment in the laughter group and as always on the look out for fellow spirits of a mature, humourous nature....so took a peek at your profile.
Well your story of having a gurls party was especially lovely and inspired me (male) to organise a gathering of my friends to having fun just like we imagined wen we were young. So ty, W
That was a wonderful prayer. Your faith will keep you strong. My faith has been my best medicine.