Here we go again

 Here we go again, its after 7 and his shift ends at 3:30, it takes him an hour to get home, he called me to tell me that he was staying over and he had to weld his exhaust, wich is true he drives a geo storm to and from work gets good gas  mileage,  now he is not answering his phone, good I hate this, he moved out, he had his way out, why come back and want to make it work , and then go back to his old habits, I know I am probably over reacting , wich I have every right  to be , I have every right to snoop and ask questions, , I don't know his password for his voice mail I used to but he since changed it awhile ago, I randomlhy check his e mail but he has an e mail at work but its monitered no personal e mails , how the hell do you work through all this ? and get past this , I know he called me and told me he would be staying over later an had to fix his exhaust I know he did this for my benefit because before he would just not come home until t hree in the morning,  I hate feeling like this, really.I know this sounds silly but there is no missing time, no time missed from work ,Ive seen how he leaves for work sometimes he's wearing the same cloths he works in a shop in the tool room half the time he doesent shave or brosh his teeth in the morning so Im assuming this is not attracting his coworker, his car looks like wendys threw up in it ,I mean if you were trying ot get  someones attention you would clean up a bit right ?  ugggggggg! I wish I was numb and didnt have to feel anything ,