I am fighting a daily fight. The white lies have caught up to me. It needs to stop. The hardest part today is that my past is known and has caught up with me. The problem with it is that people don't believe that I have changed in that way and that they don't trust me enough to believe I am different. On the other hand I feel like I have traveled a long hard broken road that I am now trying to repair. But I don't know where to start other than here.