why

I have Fibromyalgia, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Polycystic Ovary syndrome and Type II Diabetes. I know some of the decision I have made are the cause of some of my illness expecially my diabetes. The food choices i have and still are making. I know that people have worst than me going on. I still wanna know why me i need to understand why me why must i deal with all this suffering and pain. I been told Im crazy and how i describe my pain or how i feel don't make sense. I hate when people say expecially family you are just lazy or you are to young to be in so much pain you say you are in you are to young to feel the way you do or your faking it. Why would someone in there right mind wanna be sick or fake being sick who wants to be in pain all day everyday without relief. But at the end of the day im still alive.

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cinniwoo
cinniwoo

Im sorry your having so many days in arow. Dont listen to relati es thattalk lime that. They read one page on google and think they know the illness Fibro. Thats BS... My fibro came with many little deviles with it. Restless Leg Syndrome, One tumor and multiple cycts an ovaries cut out long after my
uteris was out. Drying and spasming, choking on food a hundred times in one year. Spasm bladder. Peripheral Neuropathy and Im prediabetic..... TMJ was big bucks. I make my own lidocaine patches for my spasming ribs. Then this year insurance bean counters changed the pricing for that. Its crazy. Ears ringing ten years and the MD idiots want me to do botox for migraines. I use fiorect and imetrex if I have a three four day one but.dang .. Then myofacial pain constant in top of arms. Dry eyes, pressure in eyes all from Fibro. Then the imfammation 3 ways from RA and weather, trees, hurricNes oh my. Tell your relative unless you pay my dr bill be quiet. Your doing the best you can. Ive got bad knees, terrible ligamonts and bursitis and spurs. An Ill be 59 in Nov. Now Im not trying to scare you. I PACK on the vitamins and minerals cause Im going to go out strong. Im not giving into this stuff.. Im hoping you will get mad right along with me. Were not giving in were going to fight this.