hi

Have not been on forever. All is good. Been in therapy once a week and am really pligged in with different.things. No hgirlfriend for now and ok withj it. I really like her but have things ik need to work through and she does also. I reaa would liike to at some point but can't let her know that. So glad Christmas is over it was hard. Better now. Planning a talk maybe more a confrontation with my Mom. I don't want to b ut it is that or cutting my family out of my life. I feel very guilty. I don't want to hurt her I just want the thoughts and feeling to lessen. They at times hurt so bad and are so distracting. I feel guilty to try to fix my feelings at her expense. That's all for now