today

This is the hardest part of my day. Getting out of bed.I usually drink coffee and veg on tv for a while to avoid thought and to fill my head with distraction. I gave up tv for lent , well and just because I have been wanting to do it. I do not need to start my day with distraction.I should start it clear, free of clutter. So it is a bit uncomfortable.however I think it will be good.