Hey guys, I am so glad the weather has changed, it helps my mood so much.Work is going relly well right now. I mean to say that iI am getting a lot of work.I realized the other day that I have actually  done things to lose work because of fear of the responsibility of the work. For a new business I am doing well but I did much better the year before.I believe this may be part of the reason.     I would really like to be in a relationhsip but I do not go anyplace to meet anyone.Just hang with my set friends, so I should go new places. My friends just found an adoption mother and the baby is due soon. I am so happy for them and I am also am a little jealous. I want a child, but I know that I do not want to do it on my own.Time is ticking. I am not getting younger.     All in all, evreything is going really good, but I have to say I am a bit lonely.Thats all.