Today
While I am still struggling with leaving Miss Hilda, I must remember how abusive she became towards me... To the point I had to turn her over to the police to find someone who could relieve me and find solutons for her care...
The money she owes me is immaterial and unwanted... My freedom is worth far more than the insanity I was experiencing...
I spoke with a friiend last night who helped me put it in perspective... I could not leave, nor walk out of the door... For hours on end... I was trapped as I was as a child...
Had I been in different circumstances, I would have done so without hesitation...
Of course. in this matter, I could not...
It was pure hell... A place I do not wish to go again...
The money she owes me is immaterial and unwanted... My freedom is worth far more than the insanity I was experiencing...
I spoke with a friiend last night who helped me put it in perspective... I could not leave, nor walk out of the door... For hours on end... I was trapped as I was as a child...
Had I been in different circumstances, I would have done so without hesitation...
Of course. in this matter, I could not...
It was pure hell... A place I do not wish to go again...
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It\'s too bad the way things went with Miss Hilda - I hope your getting stronger and will be able to put this behind you! Hugs xo
I am putting this behind me and getting stronger, little by little... Of course, it\'s still on my mind, but somedays it will be just a memory at a glance...