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It has been an incredibly difficult and stressful five days for my employer and myself... Extremely difficult... We have talked quite a bit... We have come to terms with things that were said and done which were so hurtful to both of us...
I have been challenged to the highest level I can possibly take and finally broke down tonight when a new caretaker was hired... I am in tears as I write this...
I can now go to my own home...
I can curl up with my cats...
I can sleep in my bed...
And I don't have to hold anything or anyone together...
Not even myself...
I can breathe...
My employer is safe and well protected by the law enforcement community, and the detective assigned to the case assured her he will investigate the matter thoroughly and build a solid foundation for the prosecution...
I am so grateful I have education in the criminal justice field as I was able to intelligently challenge those who would rather not have taken this seriously...
So, so many things we have done... Far too tired to list them all...
It is a new beginning for her, but I clearly need time for myself to heal, rest, and process everything which has occurred recently...
I am truly exhausted and just want to bury my face in my pillow and cry...
Too much...
I have been challenged to the highest level I can possibly take and finally broke down tonight when a new caretaker was hired... I am in tears as I write this...
I can now go to my own home...
I can curl up with my cats...
I can sleep in my bed...
And I don't have to hold anything or anyone together...
Not even myself...
I can breathe...
My employer is safe and well protected by the law enforcement community, and the detective assigned to the case assured her he will investigate the matter thoroughly and build a solid foundation for the prosecution...
I am so grateful I have education in the criminal justice field as I was able to intelligently challenge those who would rather not have taken this seriously...
So, so many things we have done... Far too tired to list them all...
It is a new beginning for her, but I clearly need time for myself to heal, rest, and process everything which has occurred recently...
I am truly exhausted and just want to bury my face in my pillow and cry...
Too much...
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A new start for both of you because out there somewhere,is someone who trully needs your care and in return will treat you with respect
take care and maybe be on the look out for post traumatic stress for yourself.
I assure you, it has already arrived...
Hope that things are going better for you. Hugs
I\'m sorry for all that\'s gone on. It sounds like you have been a great blessing to your employer. She has much to be grateful for. I hope you are giving yourself all the credit you deserve for that!
I was looking at your dream of May 13 and wonder if a part of you knew what was going on even when your conscious mind did not ... What do you think?