Goals
I am doing better on most of my goals except for the self care one... Oh well...
This fundraiser has definitely put me in the limelight as far as integrating into society goes...
I am working with strong, committed people and finding such strength within myself... I am finding no real need to beg people to care about me, as I am becoming more whole and complete again...
The only self destructive pattern I indulged in was when I was hit with Vincent's death... It is not undo-able, though... The damage can be cleaned up...
This has been so terribly exhausting and overwhelming at times, but it has helped me so very much, I cannot put it into words...
I feel like the part of myself I lost is returning... That strength of character I had once... That ability to succeed in something I am working for...
I know things will come and go with the tides, but it has been a wonderful ride lately...
This fundraiser has definitely put me in the limelight as far as integrating into society goes...
I am working with strong, committed people and finding such strength within myself... I am finding no real need to beg people to care about me, as I am becoming more whole and complete again...
The only self destructive pattern I indulged in was when I was hit with Vincent's death... It is not undo-able, though... The damage can be cleaned up...
This has been so terribly exhausting and overwhelming at times, but it has helped me so very much, I cannot put it into words...
I feel like the part of myself I lost is returning... That strength of character I had once... That ability to succeed in something I am working for...
I know things will come and go with the tides, but it has been a wonderful ride lately...
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Some day we\'ll get on a cruise ship together, my treat. :o)
I am honestly scared of deep water... Terribly scared... Thank so much for the wonderful offer, my friend... I have always wanted to see the Halocaust museum in D.C. Perhaps that could be an option?
Sometimes without realizing it we are learning that what we are really dealing with is change of the times and coping with what character to play within that scope. Make sure the recent change that you have made is kept in check as far as knowing how to adjust with new expectations and be gentle with yourself. Demand that you be happy though don\'t let yourself be negative. I have had to learn that as you get older the way you make and maintain friendships change because your resposibilities change. I am no longer spending money on going out to clubs.. so now my pool of friendships has changed.
I agree... Mine has also, but I am watchful... I had recently only had a handful of friends, still do... But they are not the same... Interestingly enough, one friend called me today because I parked my car sideways in my driveway... It had been raining very hard, and I had groceries... It is wonderful to know someone cares...