5 mos Post Op

Well today I am 5 mos post op and feeling good except for the wt loss.  I only lost 1 lb for the whole month and that is very frustrating and sucks.  I have a goal in miond for the June 14 and that is to be under 200lb and if it goes like this is willnever happen.  I haven't even come close to the 85% wt loss yet for this to happen.  I knew that you stop or have trouble loosing the last few pounds but this is just not right.  I feel like why bother any more at this point.  I am exercising my butt off with cardio and wt training.  I eat mabybe 800-900 calories aday and get all my liquid and protein.  What else am I to do.  Yesterday I just wanted to stuff my self with the cake on the table that is how bad I feel right now.  As to say I didn't because I know what the sugar would do to me.  My hubby made a joke like how do you expect to lose wt if you are snacking like that.  Well let me explain, for breakfast yesterday I went for a chicken salad because the time was 11:30 am well after 2 bites it felt yucky so I ditched it.  I went and got some cottage cheese and that too did sit well so now here I am hungry and feeling like crap.  I waited awhile and went for some soy nuts and almonds so go either.  Waited again then I had a sugar free ice pop of course that is okay because it is liquid.  Dinner rolls around and I have some pork roast from the grill, well lets just say it was like a rock in my chest.  I did have some egg noodle with cheese and sugar free or natural apple sauce and aspragus they stayed okay.  Later about 9pm I felt a little queasy so I had some cheese chunks and salt crackers.   This is prety much a typical day I have trouble with alot of foods and that is why I feel eating is such a big chore I just don't want to bother with it.  I find myself eating alot of cottage cheese and chicken  or maybe a small salad with chicken and cheese.  Right now I feel no differant thenif I was dieting before the surgery I am struggle to lose the wt all over again.  I still don't regret the surgery or the wt that I have lost because I do feel much better.  I just wanted and expected more with being so fresh from surgery.