5 Months from Dday
Tomorrow it will be 5 months from the worst day of my life. I think I have come a long way since then. One of the things that hurt the worst is that he was never going to stop seeing her unless I made him. I tried many times to make our relationship better but he wasn't interested. Once I confronted him and made him choose he chose me and has made every effort to be caring and attentive. I think I have had to find myself before working on our relationship again. I feel much stronger now and more at peace with myself. I don't think I need him anymore like I used to but I finally feel I can be receptive to him again. He betrayed me for over 4 years but I now see it as a weakness in him and not me. I have lost a little respect for him and I think he has to earn it back.