5/6/11
What a busy weekend/week... Just thought I'd come on for a bit and write an entry before bed. Sorta fixed the mower, the gas cap wasn't filtering right and it was choking the engine out. I was basically landscaping all weekend at my grandmas lol, mowing, cutting up branches, picking up stuff on the lawn after winter so I don't destroy my mower, etc.
I also applied at my local grocery store, but its been almost a week and I haven't heard anything, so not looking good...I also had to do it online, and so I can't go harass anyone about the job lol. Ugh, I really hate online applications but its just about every job now. But we'll see what happens, I'll put in somewhere else next week, 1 or 2 applications a week is a pretty good goal I think.
FUCK! Sorry had to do something, hate getting interrupted right in the middle of an entry...Okay I think I'm good. (10 minutes later)
Anyway where was I...This weekend I have a birthday party for my cousin's daughter, think that's my cousin too? I dunno lol. She's going to be 4 or 5? That should be alright, more fun for the kid though, but getting to see my cousin again should be cool, I mean her father, he's 10 years older then me.
Okay I'm confusing myself now...But he's actually the one cousin I like and respect, he's actually got a good head on his shoulders unlike most of my family. He's a farmer and a hard worker, good personality too. My other cousin, his sister, I really have no respect for, its amazing when I think they came from the same parents. Though he grew up with his grandparents, and she grew up with her parents so that could be why they are so different.
But yeah, she's been married twice at 34, with 3 kids. She put the blame on her husband but after the divorce she married his friend. So...pretty sure she was messing around on him prior, and it wouldn't surprise me. Then she's always asking for money and all from the family like its our problem she fucked up her life.
I just hope she's not there because my cousin, the one I actually like, well he hates her new husband because he's basically a lowlife and worse then the first one lol. So hopefully the party goes fine haha...
I guess we all have family issues of some sort. I just don't really care about what they do anyway. I hardly see them except for parties and holidays. I just respect my one cousin because he's a good guy, if I ever move away he'd probably be the only one I'd stay in touch with outside of my grandmas and parents. Even my parents piss me off at times sorry to say. I'd say my dad more then my mom, some things my dad does and his views on things I just totally get pissed at him for at times, but I've been getting along better with him lately so that's good. I guess my mom I just understand better is all, our views are similar on things.
Its mainly morals, my dad has few morals which irritates me, and really makes me loose respect for him at times. My mom just has better morals and judgement, which obviously if you knew me, you know I'm going to respect a person more that way. As my two cousins before, one I have the most respect for, the other I could care less if I ever see her again. I fear it might come to that with my dad too, but he's by far a better person then my cousin lol.
Oh well its Mother's Day this weekend too so Happy Mother's Day all, and the birthday will go well I hope, lol. Ugh family...sometimes I think a complete stranger might understand me better.
Yeah and Bin Laden is DEAD! Go NAVY SEALS! So this song is for Bin Laden. You ran on for a long time, but sooner or later we had to cut you down...Fucker!
Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Qa2d9RoTYQ
I also applied at my local grocery store, but its been almost a week and I haven't heard anything, so not looking good...I also had to do it online, and so I can't go harass anyone about the job lol. Ugh, I really hate online applications but its just about every job now. But we'll see what happens, I'll put in somewhere else next week, 1 or 2 applications a week is a pretty good goal I think.
FUCK! Sorry had to do something, hate getting interrupted right in the middle of an entry...Okay I think I'm good. (10 minutes later)
Anyway where was I...This weekend I have a birthday party for my cousin's daughter, think that's my cousin too? I dunno lol. She's going to be 4 or 5? That should be alright, more fun for the kid though, but getting to see my cousin again should be cool, I mean her father, he's 10 years older then me.
Okay I'm confusing myself now...But he's actually the one cousin I like and respect, he's actually got a good head on his shoulders unlike most of my family. He's a farmer and a hard worker, good personality too. My other cousin, his sister, I really have no respect for, its amazing when I think they came from the same parents. Though he grew up with his grandparents, and she grew up with her parents so that could be why they are so different.
But yeah, she's been married twice at 34, with 3 kids. She put the blame on her husband but after the divorce she married his friend. So...pretty sure she was messing around on him prior, and it wouldn't surprise me. Then she's always asking for money and all from the family like its our problem she fucked up her life.
I just hope she's not there because my cousin, the one I actually like, well he hates her new husband because he's basically a lowlife and worse then the first one lol. So hopefully the party goes fine haha...
I guess we all have family issues of some sort. I just don't really care about what they do anyway. I hardly see them except for parties and holidays. I just respect my one cousin because he's a good guy, if I ever move away he'd probably be the only one I'd stay in touch with outside of my grandmas and parents. Even my parents piss me off at times sorry to say. I'd say my dad more then my mom, some things my dad does and his views on things I just totally get pissed at him for at times, but I've been getting along better with him lately so that's good. I guess my mom I just understand better is all, our views are similar on things.
Its mainly morals, my dad has few morals which irritates me, and really makes me loose respect for him at times. My mom just has better morals and judgement, which obviously if you knew me, you know I'm going to respect a person more that way. As my two cousins before, one I have the most respect for, the other I could care less if I ever see her again. I fear it might come to that with my dad too, but he's by far a better person then my cousin lol.
Oh well its Mother's Day this weekend too so Happy Mother's Day all, and the birthday will go well I hope, lol. Ugh family...sometimes I think a complete stranger might understand me better.
Yeah and Bin Laden is DEAD! Go NAVY SEALS! So this song is for Bin Laden. You ran on for a long time, but sooner or later we had to cut you down...Fucker!
Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Qa2d9RoTYQ
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