5/28/2017 Feelings

Today I woke up feeling the same way as yesterday, Broken, Hurting, Lifeless.

I can't wrap my head or heart around the Idea My 20 year old grandson whom I raised for 20 years in Prison for 25 years.

He has so mush disability the worse on in Cystric Fibrosis, Bipolor, and {MERSA which is contagious}.

I have to work tonight, I'm a caregiver love my job but, hate life if that makes any sence.

He went in 5/17/2017 haven't seen him sence they took him, they keep transfering him to different places, but now he's in a medical unit but still in a small cell, I got a letter from him yesterday and droke down so hard, I took my Xanax to calm me down it helped some but today not so good.

If anyone going through the same thing we can be a support for one another.

Im Heart Broken Mom