5-24-08

I have my girls this weekend and it should be fun right, it is except my oldest looks like her mother and my youngest keeps bring things up like remember when you and mommy this and you mommy that. It really makes me miss her. If there not talking about her they are talking about Brad( thats her new boyfriend. I am so pissed off about that the fact that I dont care if it did happen after she said here intentions it still feels like she left me for him. Hell hes looking at appartments in the area. Im not happy at all about this I do good when the kids are not around as a constent reminder of what was             I wish that I had someone to talk to