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This really the frist year in many year's I'm excitted about christmas even tho I'm still estranged from one of my son's.My other son Andy insist's I be included in his plan's.But I also feel guilty because it seem's like everyone else is having such A hard time and I can't talk about how exciting it is to have one of my son's back and he treat's me like A queen.There was A time I felt like I was going to either die of A broken heart or take my own life.Coming out the other side now I feel like if I had'nt gone throuth all that pain this good feeling would'nt be as strong as it is.I would have taken it for granted and not know how bad someone else feel's.Does that make sense?

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Don\'t feel guilty. We all struggle at different times in our lives and I think it\'s great that you have reconnected with one of your sons. I think your story can give others hope that they too can make headway in their relationships with their children.