4th day back to work update

Dear Journal. Well it's my fourth day back to work, and it's done. My boss went in vacation today for two weeks but then I got a call at 530pm ( just like old times) advising me of last minute shift in plans on one if our housing projects. It felt good getting the call feeling ( needed). Anyway, I went to p/t tonight and it went well. Then I dropped off my laundry at a wash n fold place as I was kinda physical tired. Anyway , while I sm glad to be back to work (daily routine) I still get bummed when I get home when I think if what I believe " lack if friends). I have in fairness been reaching out, I have been going to some support groups etc. I am also worried about my mother and father in Florida as according to my sister my mother isn't happy as my dad may be drinking again but my mom is going to church and does have some natural supports. My father is likely drinking as " self medicating" due to health issues that he has been dealing with about my mom. The thing that bothered my is that my sister is so judgemental and after telling me info about mom and dad she then mentions that she is thinking if taking a 10 day cruise in a few months, I really wish since she gets more time off and more money that she might go to florida to visit mom and dad, I didn't say anything. For now, I am taking one day at a time along with one pill at a time..... Trying to keep things positive