Today is Monday, May 07, 2007 and wow have I gotten BAD at journaling, but oh well..

For the last month + all that I have been doing is getting up each morning, doing my thing and going to bed each night. Ive also experienced my share of sadness from time to time, but thankfully the number of sad days is substantially less than the content days.

On a side note, I did decide to go ahead and get a tattoo (my first one ever) in memoriam of my sweet baby Angela Christine back on April 25, 2007. I had a set of wings with a set of baby footprints centered above them and a halo centered above both tattooed on my lower back. While it was one of the most painful things Ive ever done, I absolutely love it and it has given me a way of feeling close to the baby once again. Also, Brad (my husband) and I started trying again a couple of weeks ago so if you are reading this please keep us in your thoughts and prayers that we are once again blessed by God with a wonderfully sweet little baby sooner than later! Ill write more later. Take care...

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Hey lady - glad to hear things are turning around. Wishing you a baby...soon!! All the best. Ca
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SO glad to hear you are trying again. I am praying for you each day. It will happen! Funny about the tattoo, I have three and my husband has several and after this happened we both decided we would get one in memory of our sweet baby Skye. We were waiting for a time when I could do it without crying. Our anniversary is May 13th so because its mother\'s day we are waiting for next weekend and then will get the tattoos. I am so looking foward. Our baby is already marked permantly in my heart so I figure putting a memorial tattoo is just right. Love and prayers today and everyday. Your friend, Kate
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I love the tattoo thing!! I got a tattoo for my daughter (whom died on feb. 13, 2007 at full term). I also got angel wings and her name between the wings! I love mine too! I do feel it helps to do things like that for my daughter. And you are trying again...yeah for you!! I know it will happen for you! My husband and I have been thinking about having another baby...but we already have 3 girls and the loss of Kaitlyn was/is very difficult for them. So I don\'t know if we will do it or not. But I am so glad for you! Keep us posted!

Take care, Michelle