Today is Wednesday, February 28, 2007. I am feeling really guilty for not having taken the time write since last Saturday but God have I been wiped out.
First of all, let me start by saying that I seem to be dreading September more than I ever thought I would. Obviously part of the reason for my dreading it is due to the fact that my sweet little Angel Angela Christine was due on September 13, 2007. The other part of the reason for dreading September is due to the fact that my sister is getting married on September 22, 2007. Oh how I wish with every little bit of me that everything were back to the way it was before the complications began so that come this September, I would be able to hold her and care for her and be able to have her at my sisters wedding. I was sooo looking forward to having her with me on my sisters wedding day if only for a short while. Her being born just prior to the wedding not only meant that shed be able to be there, but that wed be able to have her in our family pictures. Oh how proud I was. I wanted to and was ready to show her off to the world. Oh well, guess it just wasnt meant to be.
On Monday, I decided to put a call in to the girl that cuts and colors my hair to see if she could fit me in this week. Much to my surprise, she called back and offered me an appointment for last night and so I took it.
Last night I had my hair foiled and cut and my eyebrows waxed and wow what an improvement it has made not only in my appearance but also in my attitude.
And finally today. When I woke up this morning I was so sick to my stomach. I guess that was due to the fact that today was my day to make that treacherous trip into the Doc's for my 2 week check-up. Like many others in our support group, the last thing that I wanted to do was to go back in to that building; but somehow I made it through. So anyway, the Doc said that my Uterus felt good to her, that she felt it would be okay to start trying again after having two periods, that I could resume sexual activity if I were up to it, that apparently what I have been experiencing when talking to my husband about what all has gone on (my ears ringing, my vision acting up and my dizziness) is an Anxiety Attack, that I do have a hernia which is causing the abdominal pain that Ive been experiencing to some degree for well over a year but more so since the D&C, that I am to start taking Provera in 4 weeks if my period doesnt begin by then to get one jumpstarted and that I am to take the Prometrium to supplement my Progesterone as soon as I either get a positive pregnancy test result or as soon as I feel my typical symptoms of pregnancy. I have to say that I feel pretty good about all that I learned from her today. I then went in to see my General Practioner so that I could let him know what all went down. He looked over all the blood work that my OB/GYNs office had done and said he didnt see any reason for concern. He then gave me a script to have some Xanax filled to help with my anxiety. Right now I cannot decide whether or not I want to get it filled so Ill just continue to pay attention to how Im feeling and if I feel that Im slipping back into a slump Ill get it filled then! Anyway, I think Im going to go ahead and take two Tylenol PM and give in to the Migraine that Ive had all day. Ill write more tomorrow.
First of all, let me start by saying that I seem to be dreading September more than I ever thought I would. Obviously part of the reason for my dreading it is due to the fact that my sweet little Angel Angela Christine was due on September 13, 2007. The other part of the reason for dreading September is due to the fact that my sister is getting married on September 22, 2007. Oh how I wish with every little bit of me that everything were back to the way it was before the complications began so that come this September, I would be able to hold her and care for her and be able to have her at my sisters wedding. I was sooo looking forward to having her with me on my sisters wedding day if only for a short while. Her being born just prior to the wedding not only meant that shed be able to be there, but that wed be able to have her in our family pictures. Oh how proud I was. I wanted to and was ready to show her off to the world. Oh well, guess it just wasnt meant to be.
On Monday, I decided to put a call in to the girl that cuts and colors my hair to see if she could fit me in this week. Much to my surprise, she called back and offered me an appointment for last night and so I took it.
Last night I had my hair foiled and cut and my eyebrows waxed and wow what an improvement it has made not only in my appearance but also in my attitude.
And finally today. When I woke up this morning I was so sick to my stomach. I guess that was due to the fact that today was my day to make that treacherous trip into the Doc's for my 2 week check-up. Like many others in our support group, the last thing that I wanted to do was to go back in to that building; but somehow I made it through. So anyway, the Doc said that my Uterus felt good to her, that she felt it would be okay to start trying again after having two periods, that I could resume sexual activity if I were up to it, that apparently what I have been experiencing when talking to my husband about what all has gone on (my ears ringing, my vision acting up and my dizziness) is an Anxiety Attack, that I do have a hernia which is causing the abdominal pain that Ive been experiencing to some degree for well over a year but more so since the D&C, that I am to start taking Provera in 4 weeks if my period doesnt begin by then to get one jumpstarted and that I am to take the Prometrium to supplement my Progesterone as soon as I either get a positive pregnancy test result or as soon as I feel my typical symptoms of pregnancy. I have to say that I feel pretty good about all that I learned from her today. I then went in to see my General Practioner so that I could let him know what all went down. He looked over all the blood work that my OB/GYNs office had done and said he didnt see any reason for concern. He then gave me a script to have some Xanax filled to help with my anxiety. Right now I cannot decide whether or not I want to get it filled so Ill just continue to pay attention to how Im feeling and if I feel that Im slipping back into a slump Ill get it filled then! Anyway, I think Im going to go ahead and take two Tylenol PM and give in to the Migraine that Ive had all day. Ill write more tomorrow.
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