Today is Monday, February 19, 2007. While trying to figure out what today's date was, I came to the realization that 10 days ago I had my D&C done. Oh well! Anyway, for some reason; yesterday afternoon and evening were really tough. I honestly believe that it was my toughest day yet. I think what made matters worse, was that my husband; whom has been my primary source of support, was feeling so ill; that he decided to go to bed pretty early. This left me in a position to be sitting up alone, trying to deal with my feelings and too edgy to go to sleep myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm not upset with him for having done so, it's just that I really needed the rock (my husband) that had been taking care of me for the past 3.5 weeks and I didn't have him. Hope that all makes sense!