Life
I'm starting to look and feel like myself again aside from the pain! It's all good though because as the night/ morning goes on and my insomniac mind races a million miles a minute, I am able to catch and process enough of the random thoughts. Life is full of organized chaos and complex simplicity. Everything most people seek is right there in front if them. The epidemic of the not so common, common sense is amazing. Oxymorons fill the air.....
1+1=2
People create a lot of the drama in their lives....example:
* I Haven't talked to an ex on a while because their new partner doesn't like me but I have the nerve to disregard my own partners feelings towards the ex and maintain communication with them..... What sense does that make?? None if u care about your own relationship like u do someone else's. Did it ever occur that the ex's new partner doesn't want u around because u used to bone their partner? Did it ever occur that the new partner may not want the past (you) involved in their present it future? Did it ever occur to u that it looks bad when u go against your partner's wishes for an ex and wonder why there are trust issues??? Never occurred to u? Even after it was brought to your attention several times and from what you have said yourself by several people u have dated previously? Nope.... Still nothing? Figures cuz you are never wrong!!!! Must be awesome to always be right!
*I have nothing to hide except things I'm not comfortable with people seeing/knowing= I have nothing to hide except my secrets, but I wonder why my partner doesn't trust me......? That doesn't even need explanation.
Anyway back to the point, I understand I have created most of the drama I have in my life right now but watch me grab a mop and a broom and clean this mess up. I'm looking fresh, feeling fresh, eyes wide open with a fresh view on things and I'm ready to make moves. Not sure how I'm moving yet as the cops took my license tonight but its all good. I'm going to have to handle that too. Once again I don't do cops so that wasn't on me but if I had gotten that straightened out sooner it wouldn't have even been able to happen so I will take that loss and add it to my collection of mess ups and keep it moving!
1+1=2
People create a lot of the drama in their lives....example:
* I Haven't talked to an ex on a while because their new partner doesn't like me but I have the nerve to disregard my own partners feelings towards the ex and maintain communication with them..... What sense does that make?? None if u care about your own relationship like u do someone else's. Did it ever occur that the ex's new partner doesn't want u around because u used to bone their partner? Did it ever occur that the new partner may not want the past (you) involved in their present it future? Did it ever occur to u that it looks bad when u go against your partner's wishes for an ex and wonder why there are trust issues??? Never occurred to u? Even after it was brought to your attention several times and from what you have said yourself by several people u have dated previously? Nope.... Still nothing? Figures cuz you are never wrong!!!! Must be awesome to always be right!
*I have nothing to hide except things I'm not comfortable with people seeing/knowing= I have nothing to hide except my secrets, but I wonder why my partner doesn't trust me......? That doesn't even need explanation.
Anyway back to the point, I understand I have created most of the drama I have in my life right now but watch me grab a mop and a broom and clean this mess up. I'm looking fresh, feeling fresh, eyes wide open with a fresh view on things and I'm ready to make moves. Not sure how I'm moving yet as the cops took my license tonight but its all good. I'm going to have to handle that too. Once again I don't do cops so that wasn't on me but if I had gotten that straightened out sooner it wouldn't have even been able to happen so I will take that loss and add it to my collection of mess ups and keep it moving!
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