Crap!
Went out to dinner tonight and had two glasses of wine. Feeling pretty stupid right now. I am not giving up and I am not turning back my time. I made a mistake and I am not sure why. I guess I just wanted to be "normal" and fit in. Pretty sure no one else is beating themselves up about having cocktails with dinner tonight. Frustrating!
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dont b hard on yourself. seems u heard that already. keep your chin up. it took me a long time to finally figure out i couldnt take the first drink. after 32yrs i think some of it was habit. i mean, y wouldnt i drink? i always drank. im not comfortable in bars when strangers start getting buzzed but i have no problem with dinner mates drinking. doesnt bother me. the expectation that u drink by others seems out of kilter. y does anyone care if u drink. isnt that your business? even after 8yrs of not drinking if somebody i know has an open beer i still ask to sniff it. delicious. i only get a sniff though