First Entry

It is all so raw and new.  I thought I would be okay with this divorce, after all I wanted it to and I have known for a long time this was coming.  We were so incompatible for pretty much our entire relationship. I truly believed he loved me and wanted to be married to me.  I never would have said yes and had a child otherwise.  For him to day I trapped him because I wanted to be married hurts so much.  But here I am knowing that we need to be apart and yet I am hating every moment of it.  Will it really get better over time?  Will I ever know if I made the right decision?