Update

Not too much to update but thought I'd throw something out here. I've been somewhat depressed the last few weeks. Nothing specific just feeling kind of blah. I thought it had something to do with finding a girlfriend but I've determined that with depression there will always be an excuse for feeling down. I think some things will obviously trigger the anxiety/depression but when nothing is really wrong it is still there. I'm sure it will pass in-time but it sucks while it lasts.   Anyway, still working on that goofy project trying to get the data part done. My parents are doing okay even though my old man is having breathing problems from that mesothelioma. He seems to have good, bad days...I liken it to asthma. They are fixing the house up so that's a good thing!   The birthday is coming up soon...fun. Getting older basically sucks. Maybe that's my problem the last few weeks but who knows. I have been trying to entertain myself. Went to the mall Sunday and out with Kiley to see a band Tuesday but that's just temporary relief. I guess short term relief is better then nothing but ultimately I end up feeling down. Like I said I'm sure this will pass I just don't know when. I'm trying to pay attention to see what makes it better/worse. Maybe I can figure out a way to reduce the occurrences.   I went into the office today and had lunch with the crew. That was fun. I have to get something going with the data side of this dumb project. Hopefully this thing won't be a complete disaster. I'm sure it will be fine once complete...it's just hard with the whole depression thing.   So that's about it. Watching a stupid movie now and hopefully I can get some sleep tonight...