Swollen cryed-out eyes...the feeling of worthlessness, being scared to death because you have nowhere to go, no money and no job. I can't understand why I put myself here again. I want to die .. I swear I do. But something keeps me here. Let's just hope this time I do things the right way and leave this rotten cold-hearted bastard behind. I'M SO DONE. No one will believe me this time, because I never do what's right...I always end up back in this circle. God, please lead me out and help me stay out this time. I don't want to live or die this way.
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Hang in there sweetie. It will get better and you know it. You\'ve been there before. We\'re here for ya. Keep praying. There is power in prayer.
Hey, hold on there........I\'m here for you. Here is my phone #
609-499-2516, call me anytime; I can call you back I have that free unlimited long distance phone plan - Hey, no you don\'t, you are not going back to that dark place again if I can help it. We\'ve talked before and we\'ll talk again - you may be done with him, but for you - you are just starting and we will work this out............you will do this, and not let the pain come back into your life again. It\'s ok, trust me, I\'ve been through the same thing as you and I feel you.........
It is going to be ok - I believe you.......I believe you...........and you don\'t really want to die, no man is worth death........you want the pain to stop and that\'s what you can do with support & encouragement. Please call me - and at least let me know you are ok.
love you,
As Keith and Denimari said, we all believe in your strength, Jen! You know you won\'t tolerate any crap from him again. So, now it\'s time to get on with improving your life. Think positive, positive, positive! I KNOW YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS.
I sure the hell hope so...he\'s trying to be nice to me again..>I can\'t take it. I just need to leave - but that will take me like 2 weeks so I guess I have to tolerate it that long. ughhhhhh
I haven\'t talked to you in a long time but No man is worth death. I was there before too. Becauase of my husband I am in a wheelchair and can\'t walk. I am paralyzed. Don\'t let him do this to you. He is not worth this. Nobody is. Please cal Denimari. Talk to me. I understand about all of this. PLEASE.