I honestly cannot believe that I have to start my whole process over - all because I actually fell for all of his bullshit again..."you are my wife, I realized that I can never be with anyone except you, I love you so much and want to spend the rest of my life only with you". BLAH BLAH BLAH!
He is an asshole...that's all there is to it. He was nice for about the first 2-3 weeks and then....right back to being nasty to me...then the minute something goes wrong - right back to staying out all night partying with God knows who...I am so DONE this time. There is nothing he could ever say or do.
I am just so mad at myself because I quit school, quit my job, all so I could better run our "family business" - what a joke. Now here I am again...no schooling, no job, no money, no car....while he has a pocket full of money constantly. I am sooooooo stupid. No clue how I will pay my rent in two days.
I complain - but I guess you could say I only have myself to blame. Sometimes I just want to throw in the towel.
He is an asshole...that's all there is to it. He was nice for about the first 2-3 weeks and then....right back to being nasty to me...then the minute something goes wrong - right back to staying out all night partying with God knows who...I am so DONE this time. There is nothing he could ever say or do.
I am just so mad at myself because I quit school, quit my job, all so I could better run our "family business" - what a joke. Now here I am again...no schooling, no job, no money, no car....while he has a pocket full of money constantly. I am sooooooo stupid. No clue how I will pay my rent in two days.
I complain - but I guess you could say I only have myself to blame. Sometimes I just want to throw in the towel.
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Honey, quit downing yourself so much. Its all your hubbys falt. My hubby made me believe that he was all i needed too until he took all i had. Then as you do i just had to start all over again and its hard but just don\'t give in to him again. I\'m finding out more and more that there are more people just like me and you eveyday.